⚓ Captain. ⚓

I got this jacket today from Cotton On for $10, which is about $109 less than the one I wanted from Dangerfeild, and this one seems cuter. Today I realised that I needed these last few weeks to focus on exactly how much I love my fiancée. We all know I spent forever being infatuated with another girl, an infatuation which resulted in an unattractive tattoo which im left with forever, a book, considerable amount of money wasted and ultimately at the end, cost me a job I adored. The biggest thing I lost is the person who I felt id never loose. As much as it all hurt, I feel happy today, I forgive her, officially, and I forgive myself. I am madly in-love with my fiancé, she is my world and my air and my water and my bread; she consumes my thoughts, and I always knew this from the second that I met her however maybe I wasn’t sure. Tonight, she is the one going out, and I think that I want to put some film in one of my 35mm’s and go for a walk. I love photography, I remember what it was like so long ago to feel it in my blood, and to feel it in my soul. Last night I guess I was grounded, people know me as a photographer who has been in the industry for longer than they have even known the industry existed, people respect my photographs because they know its my experience and passion that gets me places. Im going to focus my energy into positive things, Im going to open that studio I always wanted to open, Im going to do things to photography and the community that people cant even comprehend. Arrogance is the old me, Ambitious is the new me. Fine tuned sweethearts.

Jason Micheal Henson.